Nervous

I am currently feeling nervous about the following things:

1.) My ability to actually get this apartment that my roommates and I are applying for.

2.) My ability to let go and actually do a decent minute and a half of work for Jason's directing project. It would be really cool to not suck that up. I guess I was hoping to jump in and be impressive, but I'm definitely more rusty than I anticipated.

3.) Money. Need I say more?

4.) Figuring out what the brave way to pursue my dreams is going to be.

5.) My ability to finish all 36 pages that are due by tomorrow at 5.

6.) I have been meeting many new people lately and it would be cool if they liked me.

7.) June 29.

But, a random stranger told me last night that he had observed me and that I was a great friend to all of the people I was with, even the ones I didn't know. He said I was beautiful and adorable and that I should just keep doing what I was doing and that would be how I would meet my Prince Charming someday. It was really very sweet. It is these tiny encounters with people who can look into your soul when they don't even know you that make me want to be a better person, a better friend, kinder, gentler, less nervous.

Deep breath!