I'm feeling dreadfully unsettled and restless tonight.
I need to be awake in five hours, but I can't seem to will myself to sleep. I can't remember how to still my mind, how to slow my breathing, how to slow myself. It's all run run run run run this way and that way in circles until I can't seem to see where I started or how to end.
And so I'm chasing my tail. Trying to calm myself. Trying not to worry about the future and tests and papers and jobhunting and drama (which I'm much too old for!)
Time to count sheep?
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